sometimes you just have to set your ego aside and remember that the love you have for that other person is more important than winning a fight :)

- marshall & lily, how i met your mother e6s5

Thursday, October 27, 2011

1 month to go

masa sangat cepat berlalu. tinggal sebulan je lagi untuk jadi girlfriend encik dokter ^_^

i am not an easy girlfriend. x percaya?? ask him. but really, i'm trying to be a better person. inside out :) haven't had a fight, quarrel, squabble or anything of it's kind for 2 weeks ;) satu pencapaian ye utk saye yang suka cari gaduh ni -___-" (ps-gaduh2 mengade tu adela..haha)

oh yes. sebulan lagi.. ape dah jadi dengan prep?? first time reveal checklist nih ;PP~~
  1. catering
  2. outfit
  3. door gift - half striked sbb telur masih pending (d'uh)
  4. tema/dulang/decorations - settling for fresh flowers.
  5. hantaran -
    • sirih junjung
    • baju nikah & songket
    • books (nerd much?)
    • songkok & sejadah
    • cake
    • choc box
    • wajik
    • kuih bakar
    • fruit basket
  6. cincin ini awal2 mr doctor n fMIL dah cari. excited!
ini je checklist tunang i?? haha.. yelah.. it's just a small ceremony. no OP. no MUA. no dais. no fancy door gift. no fancy decorations. ini cheapskate punya b2b. kata penganggur =))

sebulan je lagi.. byk lagi yang belum strike kan?? mama dah bising suruh listkan barang2 yang nak beli. engagement + wedding journal yang konon2 semangat hari tu pun dah entah ke mana. nak bertunang ke tak nak ni?? gila?? :))

hari tu masa pergi beli2 decos for hantaran pun.. ermm.. byk bergantung kt mama n acik to decide. i am super blur ok. bila visit blog org lain.. seronok je tgk blog b2b semua sibuk menDIY macam2,, nak expect cik kak sorg ni DIY?? adelah kebarangkalian besar nanti sy guna kelalang kon/ kelalang bulat jadi barang hantaran/decorations nanti. or my friends would say: az, guna daun je lah. pfftttt =))

oh. by the way. hantaran #2. checked! see.. ade je improvement..haha.. sokay la.. i still hv plenty of time.. err.. plenty ke?? plenty lah kot.. jangan ttibe sangat pps panggil suruh viva voce sudah?? erkk..

i'll freak out when it's time to freak 0ut kay?

okthnxbye,

an eager bakal tunang org

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Kurnia bagaikan khayalan
Takkan kulepas walau apa yang mendatang
Kurnia bagaikan khayalan
Ku takkan lepas walau hanya khayalan
ehem. sikit lagi :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

hampir ke situ

aku sedar bukan mudah
untuk mengejar mimpi indah
pernah suatu ketika dulu
kupunya harapan besar
kini aku tak pasti
dapatkah ku miliki
sudah jauh kita tempuh
kekalkan lah impian lalu
mungkin ada hikmah
yang menunggu di penghujung jalan
biar nanti kecewa
setidak tidaknya cuba
jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
janganlah kau putus asa
kerana ku ada di sini setia menemani
andai semangatmu gugur
genggamlah tanganku
kita hampir ke situ
biar orang kata
rapuhnya harapan
bukan mereka tentukan lagi
kau ada aku
dan aku punya kamu
apa jua akhirnya
tetap bersama

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

papers and I :)

so my boss finally asked me to submit my journal paper. so yeah. i never thought it'd be sucha tedious job.

but it's finally done.

tolong doakan paper sy accepted ye. journal ni impact factor tinggi sikit. oh.. tinggi tak tinggi sgt la kan..tapi boleh laaaaa untuk beginner cam saye ni. hopefully accepted la.. tp mesti x sempat sebelum viva :(

and just now my boss called. asked me to look around on sciencefund. err.. *senyumjeeeeeelahnakcakapapelagiiiiiii*

super sedih tak dapat attend icbec 2011 in dubai :( paper accepted tapi........ x dpt budget utk travel =(( rindu la nak pergi conference =((

if you guys do not know me yet, yes, i am a NERD! i talk about all this nerdy stuffs so passionately.

and on a not so different note. i finished reading the latest percy jackson book! i mean..

yes :)
terpengaruh dari cik dokter.
finished reading the percy jackson series and now i'm waiting anxiously for the rest of the series :))

Sunday, October 16, 2011

it's uncanny

how it's so hard to cope when you are not around

and how easy everything is when you're close

thank you for coming :)

Friday, October 14, 2011

tekanan perasaan.

acik pernah pesan, bila kita dah mula merancang ke arah itu, terlalu byk godaan syaitan yang cuba merosakkan. 
ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku, berilah ketenangan dan kemudahan untuk meneruskan perjalanan yang semata2 memenuhi tanggungjawab sebagai hambaMu. untuk menjadi kekasih yang halal.
may we be as strong as always to get through this. insyaAllah 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

another e-story

i am home. so i am calm.

hari ni dah try baju pink. ingat nak buat teaser tapi cm x perlu :P

catering pun mommy dah confirm ^^. yay!! thank you mama!

yes. saya mmg berahsia sebelum bertunang ni. i only share the happiness with my closest girls. if you ask them, i think i might already bore them with the stories, but being such good sport. they are so excited for me. thanx sweethearts. i owe you girls a lot!

saya minta maaf kepada kawan2 yang saya x bgtau dan terasa hati. me not telling does not mean that you are not important in my life. rasa bersalah juga sebenarnya.. i hope you can forgive me my dearies. i love you guys nonetheless.

so yeah. this is another post on engagement. if u are wondering why i have 2 posts today ^^

the calming effect

home is my sanctuary. because at home, there's mama :)

yesterday was so not a good day for yours truly (and apparently mr boyfriend too!) slept late due to my emotional mood swings (mmg tahpape) then i was woken up around 5 sbb bilik bocor! my room turned into a swimming pool. pukul 6 call boyfriend, and he's already late for work (pffttt kan? pukul 6 dah kira lambat..grrr) so i cried myself out sbb i dunno what to do.. mmg super bad punya banjir sbb hujan sgtttttt lebat and bocor sgt teruk! last2 dah penat melalak. i just went back to sleep dgn air yg menitik2 masuk dalam bilik. nasib baik bocor kat tgh2 bilik so xde barang yg kena basah teruk. and i can still sleep sbb x kena kat tmpt tido.

went to work. cari2 TD. still x complete lagi my form. i just need a friggin signature! (and apparently the boyfriend pn bermasalah di tempat kerja sbb ade MO sengal..huhu) waited til evening. last2 tinggal pesan je. nasib baik lah akak tu baik hati :)

and today. i am home. ehem.. sekejap je dah sampai rumah. dekat sgt kan? :D

and i am contented ^^

lots of happy news.

alhamdulillah..

journal accepted. project to be entered into a research database. and TD finally signed my form. next week boleh submit to oricc. hello Dubai! ^^

and i'm in love with the pink dress ^^

see. balik rumah senang je nak gembira :)

Friday, October 7, 2011

down down down

sepatutnya tak down. dan sepatutnya x ditulis di sini. sebab apa yang ditulis adalah kekal dan saya x mahu perasaan ini kekal. tapi saya down walaupun xde ape2 yang boleh (dan perlu) saya lakukan.

the world does not revolve just around you. nor me. so yeahh..

i just wanna be happy. i don't give a damn anymore.

thanx to budak kecik nyet. for listening. i love you sis ^^

siboh kitak nangis
oh sik hal sayang
dunia tok memang adil
asalkan kitak jangan lupa diri

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

october

there's so much to do in october. too much?

work wise. family wise. relationship wise.

there's so much to study, to read and to write. i'm getting
urghh..

and i haven't seen the boyfriend since before puasa.

well i saw him on the day they came merisik but that doesn't count.. pffttt~~

dear boyfriend, i need a date. pwetty plishhh -___-"

and the preps are goin, slowly but great ^^

so yeah,, hari ku tetap berbunga2 :pp~~


Monday, October 3, 2011

hantaran #1 checked

this is my first entry on my engagement prep. yes. i'm getting engage in about 2 months. it's hard to contain the happiness though :PP

so yesterday we bought the materials for my baju nikah! yuppp.. baju nikah.. which will go on the dulang hantaran on my engagement. went in and out of silk stores along jalan TAR.. and we have this!!

thank you makcu!!!

and we also went to sayang you at semua house ^^ bought some stuffs for hantaran and door gift. yes. ada doorgift. after all the debate about it. akhirnya masuk sayang you terus je beli. xpe lah. saya yg menurut perintah ^^

and yes.. i am friggin excited..

boyfriend and family apetah lagi :))

looking forward.

p/s-if u r wonderin.. this entry is a backdated scheduled entry ;)