sometimes you just have to set your ego aside and remember that the love you have for that other person is more important than winning a fight :)

- marshall & lily, how i met your mother e6s5

Monday, January 30, 2012

update!

dah lamanyeeee tak update blog!

super busy dengan correction thesis. tinggal 20 hari saje lagi! ^_^

sejak balik dari e-day dilla smpai hari ni masih belum recover dari kepenatan viva

syndrome baca journal sampai muntah kembali.. mcm tahpape! sangat sakit jiwa. x sabar nak habiskan correction ni!!!

hari selasa ke PJS. al-Fatihah pak long basar :(

hari rabu mr doctor datang.. pulangkan balik bb yg bermasalah bateri. i enjoyed my 2 favourite boys watching tennis together ♥

hari sabtu reception abg zihan n kak iya ♥

abg zihan is my 3rd cousin.. and kak aimi nadia is my favourite senior in Jasin (favourite senior sbb dia adalah kakak buddy tulis2 surat saye! teheheheee). shooooo happy for them both! ^_^

suka suka suka!

hari ahad sepatutnye pegi reception nanie side akmal.. tapi x mampu bergerak. mr doctor pun post night. tido sampai pukul 3 ptg. celah mana dia nak ikut sy pegi wedding? haihh~

hari sabtu jgk acik da pergi paka :( semoga dia dapat cari rezeki yang halal. i ♥ u dear brother :)

tadi pergi uruskan fotostat sijil2 nak mntk kerja. ya Allah. nervous! cptlah dapat kerja. sy x mampu menganggur lama2! haha.
pergi keluarkan simpanan ASB jgk :( buat belanja runcit kahwin. nasib baikkkk la ada saving yg x seberapa tu.. boleh la jgk buat budget tambahan. tapi gigil jgk la nak sign borang keluar ASB. haha
pergi tempah spec baru jugak. haih..
pergi betulkan signal her0 jugak.
dan last skali pergi JAIM utk tanya pasal borang nikah ^_^ borang nikah submit 3 bulan sebelum nikah. so i still hv plenty of time :)

dah bincang banyak jgk pasal kawen2 ni. tapi undocumented. asalkan dah agreed dalam keluarga tu oklah. execution nye insyaAllah akan menyusul.

^_^

Monday, January 23, 2012

i had a great weekend ;)

awesome possum weekend.

a helluva celebration after viva with the family and the love ones! ^_^

hari sabtu pagi2 naik bas pegi seremban.. mcm x sabar2 nak jumpa mr doctor ;)) masuk kereta je dapat ini!! ^_^

tibe tibeeeeee mr doctor sgt sweet bagi hadiah siap wrap comel.. dengan bangganye 'i wrap sendiri pagi tadi' tehehee.. 


and inside!

weeeeeeeeee~~
thank you sayang! ♥

spent d evening with d future family,, lunch at AP, desert at tutti frutti and durians. sooooooo full! lepak2 with the fSIL tengok2 theme tawen for their side of the reception.. and head to kajang to bunk in with dilla! ^_^

sampai kajang.. bersilat prepare for dilla's e-day.. both of us ended up with a little flu.. nasib baik ade piriton mr doctor bagi ^_^

sunday morning~

tempat sarung cincin. with some hantaran kat tepi tu..
kesayangan getting all dolled up ^_^
with the girls. i heart them!
cantek!
my best friend got engage over d weekend. and i couldn't feel any happier that i could be there for her. congratulations sweetie! be happily engage with mumu and have fun planning the wedding!

i love you sweetie!

and also.. daries birthday party in d evening ;)

si comel utin! i fall in love!!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

الحمدلله

all the hard work, sweat, tears and bloodshed is all worth it when i heard the chairperson say 'congratulations, you'd passed the viva voce examination with minor correction in 30 days'

perasaan yang sangat indah.

i'm now closer to my dream. of following the footsteps of dearest father. satu step je lagi utk jadi pemilik PhD. insyaAllah. kawan2. tolong doakan saya :)

ok..

nak cerita pengalaman menjelang, semasa dan selepas viva voce

the wait was long.. a little too long. submitted my thesis in september last year. no news. until my awesome brother was called for his viva in utm. and i started to worry because i'm in dire need of a job because i wanna get married. haha..

4th january 2011. received a call from cgs. to schedule my viva. ya Allah. mulanya ingatkan dah x sabar2. tapi rupanye.... cuak yang amattttttttt!!!! x tido malam.. menangis xde sebab.. emosi x stabil. x caye??? tnye mr doctor. haha

tiap2 hari baca slide. baca thesis. baca journal. prepare script presentation. prepare untuk segala kemungkinan. sampai satu tahap mcm pasah je kalau x dapat masters skali pun..

tiap2 malam mimpi viva. macam ntahpape punye mimpi.. viva kat playground lah. slide keluar cartoons lah.. merepekkkkkk je

and yesterday.. to be honest. i ate nothing but half a bar of dairy milk chocolate and a stick of choki choki and some chocolate milk yesterday. i just couldn't wait for today to come. to get done and over with everything.

and today came..

bangun pukul 4.30 pagi. to be honest. kalau bukan sebab telan 2 biji panadol dan sebiji clarityn sebelum tido semalam.. memang takkan dapat tido langsung sebenarnya. cubaan2 kembali tido gagal. bangun.. belek slide. prepare myself for the worst. although a very good friend of mine said yesterday: takut utk soalan. tapi masters 110% dalam tangan! tehee..

8.30. melangkah dgn bismillah ke lokasi viva. studio pendidikan uthm. studio pn kunci lagi! haha. bila k syila datang and prep semua.. duduk lah depan tu sorang2 hadap slide. mock viva sorang2. haha. baru lah nak nampak mane typo error kat slide.. mane salah kat peta. merepekkkkk je!

9.00. a few friends started to show up. walaupun x ramai. alhamdulillah.. yg ada tu jadi semangat. datin wife big boss sy pn dtg. terharu! big boss x dtg sbb ada meeting. xpe boss.. i understand :) butterflies were fluttering like cray cray in my tummy.

9.30. the examiners came in. masa ni tuhan je yang tahu betapa lajunye heartbeat sy. paling nervous perasaan utk present bila tgk poker face examiner. muka dua2 nak garang je kannn..

pukul 9.30 dapat tweet dari lylyanto: i bagi you 2 jam utk dapat masters..haha

presentation started. truthfully. i knw i can do a better presentation if i wasn't that nervous. if it was just another conference and my life decision was not hanging on it.. but the nervousness really kills. tapi feedback dari kawan2 n lecturers. alhamdulillah. to them it was good.

10.15. close session viva voce exam started. ok. viva ni ada 2 part. first part presentation. sape2 je boleh tengok. 2nd part close session dgn panel. they drill you about almost everything on your thesis. because they were already given 1 month to read the thesis. so yeah. this was the scariest part. setebal 127 pages tu dia scrutinized and commented. and trust me. it was really really really scary! sgt byk benda dia tanya.. comment and tegur. but alhamdulillah i can take it all positively. and they were fine about it.

1200. they conclude the close session and asked me to step out for them to discuss. it was a verrrrrrry long 5 minutes.. hence the picture below. haha

lethargic. in pink :)

12.05. they called me in again. and dr eta, the chairperson give the magic sentence. and all hell breaks loose.  and the rest is history ^_^

alhamdulillah ^______________^

this is for my mama. along, angah and acik. and d future hubs ^_^
amd to everyone. for all the kind words, support and love. and just being there to listen to my neverending whines. i thank you with all my heart. terima kasih banyak2 ^_^ you knw who you are and how much i appreciate your presence in my life.
and ayah. you're forever and always. my inspiration. my hero. al-Fatihah :)

this is the one day. i will never forget :)

sorry. this is rather a lengthy post. thanx for reading :)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

ohh..the nerves

ya Allah..

nervous nyeeee

nervous sangat2

x pernah rasa mcm ni

i just wanna skip today and start tomorrow real soon

dear friends.. please pray that all will be well for me tomorrow..

thank you :)

Saturday, January 14, 2012

skyscraper

dugaan

dari anasir luar yang menyemakkan

kite dengan tunang ok.. orang lain pulak yang buat hal..

xpelah.. 

sampah je semua tu

kalau layan sampah nanti kita pun jadi sampah jgk (kate encik tunang)

xpelah..

yang nak dihadap minggu depan ni 1000000x lagi penting dari sampah..



Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper

doakan perjuangan saye hari rabu ni ^_^

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

location map. checked!

semalam kan kat group sy sibuk pasal peta kan??

sungguh2 download software utk lukis peta. sy tau visio memang senang nk lukis peta tapi software dia trial. patu sy dapat satu lagi software edraw max. rupenye tu pn trial. siap kat jpeg tu ade tulis trial. pfffttttt sgt.. so download jgk lah visio utk sebulan T_T dan sekarang bodben sy da over limit T____________T

tapiiiii..

akhirnyaaaaaaaaa...




setelah gigih memeta kan rumah.. ni la hasilnye ^_^ guna logo2 tu mcm x bole belah sangat la*gedik* lagi gedik sbb blurkn peta sbb kt peta tu ada alamat rumah nnt org cari how?? haha *gediksgt*

tp rsnye nt kedai kad lukis blk kan?? ishhh

senanggggg je peta rumah sy..kan? ^_^

p/s- orang suruh baca thesis kau lukis peta ye?? pffttttt~~

p/p/s- 3 asasian couples are having reception on my date. pfffttttt~~~

Saturday, January 7, 2012

excited!

hari ni excited! sangat excited!

sebabbbbb??
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da confirm catering & canopy for the wedding!

setakat yang dibincangkan alhamdulillah memuaskan hati
saye da rasa makanan dorg sbb bulan puasa dorg ada buat nasi briyani utk bazar ramadhan. sedapppp! 
harga pun berpatutan
siap dapat cake 3 tingkat lagi!

yang penting mama puas hati.

sy ikut je decision mama pasal catering ni :)

tapi sy memang lega sbb sy rasa selagi x confirm caterer selagi tu la sy risau..

so.. now nak focus viva dulu.




Thursday, January 5, 2012

autobots..roll out!


mode: slides, thesis and journals

Here I am, once again
feeling lost but now and then
I breath it in to let it go
and you don't know
where you are now
or what it will come to
if only somebody could hear
When you figure out how
your lost in the moment
you disappear
You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action
you're never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction
Not a fantasy
Just remember me
when it turns out right
'cause you know that if you living' your imagination 
tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination
In my victory
Just remember me
when i make it shine!
Reaching high
feeling low
I'm holding on but letting go
I like to shine
I'll shine for you
And it's time to show the world how
it's a little bit closer
as long as I'm ready to go
All we have is right now
as long as you feel it inside you know ....
You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action
your never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction
not a fantasy
just remember me
when it turns out right
'cuz you know that if you live in your imagination
tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination 
in my victory
just remember me
when I make it shine!
Everyone can tell you how it's all been said and done 
That harder times will change your mind and make you wanna run
But you want it
And you need it
Like you need to breath the air
If they doubt you
Just believe it 
That's enough to get you there
You don't have to be afraid to put your dream in action
your never gonna fade you'll be the main attraction 
not a fantasy
just remember me
when it turns out right 'cuz you know that if you live in your 
imagination
tomorrow you'll be everybody's fascination 
in my victory 
just remember me when I make it SHINE!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

happy 2012 loves


i just love these :)


You should expect everything from each other
Marriage doesn't make sense!
Stop thinking about [your failures]!
Make it work!
-Clay Wheeler, Did You Hear About The Morgans


I want you to expect everything from me. you're not gonna get it, but i'm gonna try - Paul Morgan, Did You Hear About The Morgans


i just wanna be a bettter partner for mr doctor ♥


my new year is just another awesome day. and my brother landed a new job!


so my new year's resolution for 2012
pass viva voce. dapat masters!
dapat kerja!
kawen! *gatai*
lose weight. just a little ^_^
be a better daughter, sister, fiancee and future wife, friend (and enemy! haha)