sometimes you just have to set your ego aside and remember that the love you have for that other person is more important than winning a fight :)

- marshall & lily, how i met your mother e6s5

Monday, December 16, 2013

three seven

full term

soon baby, soon

mummy daddy can't wait to hold you


anytime you're ready bubba

Friday, December 6, 2013

Portraiture

maternity portraiture at 34w +

by our favourite photographer

Detik Indah Wedding Photography 



tq Diwant & Rai ;)

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

EMUR oh EMUR


my (our) first international conference. for PhD of course. the counter starts back at 1 ;)

kali ni lain sikit.. sebab conference ni organized by my bosses' team

jadi..

kami lah organizing committee, participant, presenter dan kuli..kahkah


sangat best 

tp sayang x dapat attend full conference

missed the last day sbb demam

missed the session by prof lawrence yang ohsem ;(

xpe.. nanti mesti jumpa dia lagi



dalam dah start batuk tu..malam tu pergi jgk dinner..

tp rupanya esok tu collapse :(


lestarians


kami. dgn en shah & prof samad

big boss tu. tapi sesangat lah down to earth. never speaks less than gold. totally blessed dapat boss mcm ni

kalau sebut nama penuh dgn designation. mesti smorang x percaya siapa dia sebenarnya 


ehh..

hihiks

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Shop til mummy drop

ceritera minggu minggu lepas lepas

hai. nama kite bubba ^^
  3D/4D scan attempt yang fail. baby so shyyyy.. 
tapi dia memang x suka kena scan/doppler bagai.. bergulung2 dia pusing.. 

finally at 29/30w

mummy daddy did (some) shopping for bubba ;)
dalam 2 weekend je complete semua barang dia..
pingsannnnn mummy oke

 
some of the stuffs we bought.
oh comelesss.. tak leh tahan okeyyyy 

 
laundry time!

 
mummy just had to!
haha
lepas tu ada jumpa rompers doctor's coat.
so kena beli jugak to be fair to daddy..hiks

 
yang ni untuk mummy..
so far pakai herbal massage oil dia mmg sedap dapp.. 
yay!

Monday, October 7, 2013

2nd semester is already taking a toll me, physically and emotionally

stress

too much to handle

baby please be strong with mummy..

please

mummy daddy loves you ♥

Ya Allah,, make me strong to get through this

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

warded!

hmmmph..

alkisah minggu lepas yang stress dengan tuntutan kerja.. jadinya perut malas nak bekerja.. jadinya banyak makanan yang mengundang muntah.. jadinya mengelat sbb malas nak muntah malas lah nak makan..

sudahnya.. angin satu badan

hari sabtu malam muntah macam 1st trimester.. terus lembik..

bangun tido hari ahad.. mr doctor pergi oncall.. kat umah sorang2 muntah lagi.. dah nangis2..emo2.. merajuk2 sebab kena tinggal..

last2 mr doctor balik jgk.. tengok dah lembik semacam.. teruslah angkut pergi hospital..

check in dekat PAC tempat orang nk bersalin.. hoi.. baru 26w. mula2 nurse check.. bp sgt merepek.. lepas tu sementara houseman nk clerk terbelek2 buku pink.. specialist obgyn, Dr Ridzuan nmpak mr doctor tgh tggu.. terus dia tanya2 n panggil nak scan sbb sblm ni dia pnh consult pasal apkd.. heuuuu..

mula2 ingat dapat balik..dia suruh conduct test n rest je.. skali lepas scan muka dah pucat.. terus dia suruh admit 1 malam.. huwaaaa.. pecah rekod ai sejak discharge lepas lahir x penah admitted.. stat IV maxalon.. terus lapar.. hehh..

duduk wad bersalin.. soalan2 nurse mcm lah aku dah term.. hahahahh..4 jam skali nurse datang monitor.. oh kemain si kecik ni protest xmau kena doppler.. asek kena tendang je akak2 nurse tu... hikss..

pagi semalam kemain nerves tungggu dr datang.. skali Dr Ridzuan yang datang round..terus dia discharge kan..hiksss

ok. esok ada appt proposal dengan boss2 sekalian.. jom siapkan slide..

kbye

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

MGTT & ATT

week 25 and counting ;)

monday. ANC HKj. tuesday. follow up KKIA Bangi

potong queue kat ANC kajang thanx to the hubs. sbb mummy dah emo kerja banyak.. not proud of myself. huh..

but all is well with mummy and baby. baby's growing well.. mummy too.. ehh.. hiks

mummy passed MGTT with flying colours. haha.. 3.9/5.5. even after 2 hours pn glucose level bawah level fasting. dah masuk tahap hypo plak rasanya =))

and semalam jugak kena Anti Tetanus Toxoid (ATT) jab. or lebih dikenali as cucuk kancing gigi. sakit wooo~ tapi ok la.. mummy kan gagah.. haha

p/s-both doctors yang scan kena tendang ngan baby..

Monday, September 23, 2013

stress

stress

stress

stress



not good for mummy n baby

=(

dah lamaaaaaaaaa x stress camni oiii..

2nd semester..

ohh 2nd semester



Saturday, September 14, 2013

1 year baby!

alhamdulillah

it'd been a year
thank you for being the best husband i could ever wish for; for loving me in your every breath; for taking a very good care of me and little bubba; for putting food on the table; for answering to my every calls, whines and cries no matter how busy and/or tired you are; for picking me up everytime i crumble and fall; 

i am far from the perfect wife material

but
i love you for every single and little things you did for me, for us, for this little family of ours 


happy 1 year love. and many more to come



Friday, September 6, 2013

MGTT & detail scan

muahahaa..

rupanya doc kkia dah tulis kat mukasurat 1 buku pink sy kena mgtt @20w.. selama ni nurse tnye sy jawab xde je.. hahahaa..screening katanya..

tapi tak dinafikan berat naik mendadak lepas raya sebab selera makan cam naga.. makanan kegemaran: chocolates & desserts. oh damn! nasi masih musuh utama. k

so pagi2 ni TERpaksa escape meeting emur sebab nak g mgtt.. kena puasa dari pukul 10 malam semalam (sepatutnya) tapi kul 12 lebih perut sy dah naik gastric.. muntah balik segala dinner yg sy makan.. so sy mengelat makan biskut jacobs sekeping dekat2 kul 1 semalam.. nasib lahhh..

smpai kk.. dalam 8.30ish amek darah fbc (fasting blood chemistry. kot?) lepas tu minum lah air gula yang.. ermmm..

ok.. orang kata x sedap lah.. loya lah.. guess what.. saya minum dua teguk je.. 3 orang yg masuk minum air gula sebelum saya tu tgh duk termenung tengok gelas.. sy keluar sambil senyum. siap boleh gelak2 bila nurse buat lawak. kenapa?? sebab saya lapar! air gula pun air gula lah.. asalkn ada makanan masuk perut sy.. ngehhh.. dasar naga!

tapi pening jgk.. sbb perut kosong tetiba masuk glucose sebanyak2 mcm tu.. tapi sy mengelat sikit lagi.. sbb sy minum air kosong.. dekat 500mL jgk! haha.. tapi mr doctor kata boleh je minum air kosong..nurse yang tak bagi.. ngehhh..

lepas 2 jam.. buang masa borak dgn group whatsapp.. kacau mr doctor kerja.. bergayut dgn mama.. baca novel.. amek darah lagi skali utk check glucose lepas 2 jam.. lepas tu balik makannnnnn..

tapi sy hypo dan mengantuk yg amat.. smpai jalan single lane sy buat dua lane.. nasib baik kena tegur dengan mamat kereta sebelah.. malu ai.. tapiiiiiii.. bahaya kotttttt..kalau ada kereta dari depan mcmanaaaaaaa??

sy mmg selalu hypo.. pernah pengsan lepas period sbb hypo.. sbb sy mmg tak suka gula.. harap2 janganlah ada gdm pulak.. x pasal2 je.. selama ni hypo ttbe nak gdm??

tunggu dan lihat result lagi 3 minggu oke?

bubba. at 21w detail scan with O&G specialist hospital kajang. 

alhamdulillah.. all is well..

tapi biasalah.. tak puas hati sbb doctor nak tgk sihat..mummy nak tgk comel.. haha.. jadi tengah bodek daddy utk buat 3D/4D scan.. hiksss

ok bye.. mummy lapar


Tuesday, August 27, 2013

katanya biar..

biar..

katanya biar..



untuk kamu2 yang masih ada ayah

hargailah

fahamlah derita dia membahagiakan kamu

don't take your daddy for granted

adik.rindu.ayah ;(

Sunday, August 18, 2013

halfway there

so..



yet to find out..


semakin aktif

semakin pandai kick mummy & daddy

we love you little fella 

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

eh raya!

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

maaf zahir batin

meriah raya tahun ni.. dulu berempat.. sekarang berenam ( + setengah)


pagi raya tahun ni kat melaka..

rutin mcm biasa.. balik telok mas.. pergi kubur ayah..

tak tunggu lama terus keluar berjalan..

ye lah.. sehari je kat melaka.. habis satu melaka sy angkut husband pusing.. rumah2 yg wajib dipergi

pagi raya kedua balik sendayan.. lepas tu shoot ke kerling.. pukul 12 malam smpai sg buloh..

seronok balik kerling walaupun sekejap.. ye lahh.. orang xde kampung..

raya ketiga spend dengan inlaws sekejap.. petang dah balik bangi..

guest pertama raya tahun ni!


dah pindah sabah besfren sorang ni.. so happy for you yang!

raya keempat. back to the doctor's wife routine.. uhukkk..


takpe..

hujung minggu ni kita sambung ok?






Tuesday, August 6, 2013

bahang hari raya

masih di bangi

hati.. tuhan je yang tau.. 

rezeki jadi bini doktor.. mcm ni lah..

untung masih dapat berpagi raya dengan family.. masih dapat makan ketupat lemak mama.. 

tahun ni turn raya melaka.. sy tak kisah sangat raya mana.. dua2 pn family kan.. asalkan bukan raya hospital ye incik suami?? hahaa

semalam antenatal combined clinic hospital kajang.. ehh.. popular jgk encik husband ye.. tak leh simpan2 langsung :P

alhamdulillah.. all is well.. 

baby dah besar.. 215g dah sayang mummy daddy nie ;) berat mummy?? ohh.. x payah tanya.. haha

creat reading & bp pun dah cantik :) 

masih belum ada ura2 untuk minum air gula.. mari teruskan mengelak.. bahahaa..

cuma gastrik sikit.. baby tengah develop.. memang teuk lah mummy kena makan.. 

okey..

me, mr doctor & baby A nak cakap...
maaf zahir dan batin

meh la datang rumah beraya ;)




Thursday, August 1, 2013

cuti raya

mood raya turned on

well..

when i am not too busy being sick. anyways ;)

ramadhan penuh dugaan. baby nak membesar, menjaga creatinine reading.. hasilnya.. x berjaya puasa penuh tahun ni..

but thank you anyways baby...mummy daddy loves you ;)



baru habis nervous pasal cuti raya..

as always.. nak plan ape2 kena tunggu schedule oncall mr doctor.. tabah je lah..

dapat cuti 3 1/2 hari pun dah rahmat besar buat kami.. yang penting pagi raya di samping keluarga ♥

balik melaka petang raya okey.. fefeeling balik kampung betul!



boss: awak start cuti bila??
me: saya smpai rabu pagi ada kat sini lagi
boss: rabu saya pun dah xde..



fine boss.. fine



my raya definition is simple. 1 word. FAMILY ♥

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

masterclass!

huge huge fan!

husband was postcall so we decided to buka puasa in midvalley. ngeeee

(he's a huge fan too btw)

sampai2 midvalley terpusing2 kejap.. 

sekaliiiiii..

rezeki nak bump into her

Amina El Shafei. contestant of Masterchef Australia s4
pardon my excited face. i had never been this excited to meet a celebrity! 
(ning baizura beratur depan aku kat ATM pun aku buat derk je kot!)

she's sooooo sweet!!

the masterclass event. masak nasi goreng uolss..

this awesome companion of mine. i love you baby :)

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

ramadhan kembali

ramadhan pertama sebagai isteri. sebagai bakal ibu. semoga Allah mudahkan.

anak mummy behave okeyyyyy ^^



ramadhan ke9 tanpa ayah. masih terasa kekosongan itu.

ramadhan pertama utk difitrahkan oleh suami sendiri. smpai akhir hayat insyaAllah. 8 tahun lepas.. kami difitrahkan oleh along + acik. dua2 fitrahkan kami tiap2 tahun.. ohhhhh ♥



dulu2.. kalau sahur kat rumah.. selagiiiiii x dengar suara ayah bangun.. selagi tu aku tak bangun.. punyaaaa mengada!



banyak memori ramadhan sebenarnya..

semoga ramadhan tahun ni lebih baik dari tahun2 sebelum ni..

ok. boss marah nanti.. tulis kat blog lajuuuuu je.. proposal mana?? proposal???


Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Monday, July 8, 2013

bebe sachi nurturing pillow

i bought this!


finally!

membantu tidur

bought this at momslittleones seksyen 9 bangi.. ada 20% off. hikss

sangat sedap tido ye last night ;)

dr daddy pun tumpang peluk.. apekes?? 

i bought blue because?? i don't know the gender of this little baby yet.. but i figured.. girl in blue is better than boy in pink. no? hiks

and thank you dr daddy.. melayan saya yang mencari maternity pillow ni kuar masuk kedai.. #weloveyoudaddy ^^


Saturday, July 6, 2013

1st trimester journey

hello :)

this is my first story of my first trimester of my first pregnancy. the things i feel like sharing ;))

well.. we found out the pregnancy one day before that big pindah rumah to bangi.. one day after that freaking accident..

decided to tell the family when i was about 5 weeks in. balik mengundi and i was really weak from all that vomiting.. yup.. morning sickness had kicked in.

well.. it's more of an evening sickness (and motion sickness too). i was perfectly fine in the morning (which is a blessing because i had classes to go to and all) and gets sick at about noon.. especially if i ate nasi for lunch. pffttt~

i became i very fussy eater. luckily the husband is such a patient angel. i love you #deardaddy ^^

alhamdulillah. sickness wasn't as bad as other people i heard of. mungkin sbb semangat waja student phd. haha. tapi cepat penat. biasa lah kan

and i can't sit down on hard surface. my but hurts like hell! haha. manja..

since i have some other health issues,, i had medical appointment almost every week..here and there.. and we'd made a decision on where to deliver.. of course.. where daddy works.. insyaAllah ;)

on my birthday, we were at putra because mama was admitted due to food poisoning. so we went to see dr senasii and he did a scan on my little peanut. excited #deardaddy and #dearpakcik saw the little peanut dancing around. and alhamdulillah.. mr doctor said our baby is in a good position.



so yeah.. it's all over now.. entering my second trimester

Friday, July 5, 2013

womb serivce!


masalah..

kadang2 semua benda rasa nak makan

kadang2 satuuuuuuu pun tak nak..

tapi makan ape pun.. end up.. muntah juga selalunya.. 

Monday, June 24, 2013

i. cant. breathe

allergy fever kicks in

husband makes sure i wear mask every time i stepped out of the house

this is no funny business

we are facing this every year

isn't it time to ratify a treaty over this transboundary haze??

and it's carbon too!!


When the last tree has been cut down, the last fish caught, the last river poisoned, only then will we realize that one cannot eat money.

Saturday, June 22, 2013

we're pregnant!

12 weeks now

found out since we were less than 4 weeks. haha

we weren't expecting it that soon

but i did told him that we'll be ready once he's not driving 4 hours a day to and back from work. and alhamdulillah.. Allah heard us.. so there's nothing more to it except to have fun trying to conceive. haha

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah

that's all we can say ^^

thank you for all your prayers. thank you for all your kind and unkind words of advice through the 7 months of our marriage

truthfully, Allah knows the best time for us, for you and for everyone else too. insyaAllah ^^

and yeah..

happy birthday to me ^^

Thursday, June 20, 2013

It'd been 8 years without you.

I was so lost without you.

But there's a little spot..deep in my heart..where the light will always flicker even at my darkest time. And that light is you. Which will always tell me there's hope in everything

Ya Allah..rindu yang tak tertanggung..

Tapi adik tau ayah tenang di sana

Semoga kita bersatu lagi di syurgaNya nanti..

Al-fatihah..

Thursday, June 13, 2013

who you are :)

feeling sick

next week ada final exam paper sustainability science..

urghhh..

last paper was around nov 2008 kot! pfftttt





and this

:)

Monday, June 10, 2013

Kenduri kawen angah

alhamdulillah

nikah on friday,

sanding on saturday,

and bertandang on sunday.

super packed weekend!

welcoming my new abang ngah to the family ^^

the solemnization ^^

the pretty bride. my sister

the pinkies cuzzies 


the baby girls

the bertandang in sebatu.

the pengantin lama

oh love

Monday, June 3, 2013

benarlah Allah tak uji di luar kemampuan hambaNya

benarlah Allah uji sebab sayang

semoga hati jiwa raga perasaan terus tabah. semoga mampu terus berdiri..

kurniakan kekuatan padaku ya Allah..

air mata tolong berhenti.. aku mohon

Friday, May 31, 2013

nombor lapan



happy 8 years love

ohh..

terima kasih sebab jadi kamu. yang terbaik untuk saya

cinta kamu demi Allah

my first, my last, and my only

Thursday, May 30, 2013

i'm a house of cards


drop everything now
meet me in the pouring rain 
kiss me on the sidewalk
take away the pain 
cause..

Monday, May 27, 2013

Balik kampung ;)

sabtu lepas mr doctor oncall

breakfast subway breakfast strip yg sgt yummy..

balik melaka sbb waniey nunang..


congrats cuz! 


adik beradik gedik. lol. i love


ni muka penat!

semalam mama buat doa selamat sikit

semoga majlis 2 minggu akan datang bejalan lancar

balik bangi 4 jam dari melaka.

sobs

sejak bila jadi warga traffic jem ni?? 

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

rombau yo!


Lombu ado tali takdo pon tak guno
Tunggu hujan dh ghobeh
Baru payung nk dibuko?
Kojo tak kuek tapi berangan nak hidup sonang
Baik poie mampuih dari susah'an semuo urang
Polik Bona bilo pikir orang tuduh bukan2
Takpo tunggu den dah kayo jangan cubo nadah tangan
Mintak pinjam duit apotah laie tandotangan
Time tu takdo nak berbaik
EKAU BOLEH POIE JALAN

my sentiment. exactly ^^

Thursday, May 9, 2013

quickie

sorry guys

i'm trying to cope with everything

Never hate those people who are jealous of you but respect their jealousy because they are the ones who think you are better than them

smile



kau tak suka aku? aku peduli apa. tak pernah lapar lagi setakat ni..
oh..sekarang lapar.. tapi sbb dah lunch time

okbye~


Sunday, April 28, 2013

khamis petang kami accident..

alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan bernafas.

white knight dah masuk klinik.

mr doctor kecewa. saya pun. tapi redha. hu

dah pindah bangi!

^^

and and andddd..

.....

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

#happybirthdaydarlinghusband

semalam. 22 april 2013



surpriseeeeeee!!!!


happy birthday sayang

wishing you all the best in the world for both of us ;)

terima kasih sebab jadi syurga saya


rainbow cake sedap!

ordered from officemate's cousin =)

Monday, April 22, 2013

so it's darling husband's birthday today

i have something planned in my head..

lets see if i can make it a reality


Wednesday, April 17, 2013

selamat pagi cinta

wahai pujangga cinta
biar membelai indah
teladani kalbuku
jujurlah pada hatimu

ada apa dengan cinta
perbedaan aku dan engkau
biar menjadi bait
dalam puisi cinta terindah

Thursday, April 11, 2013

selamat pagi


may your morning be as bright as the sun

may your life shine on others

tricking sorrow with bright colours





entries getting short and boring

will be back insyaAllah