sometimes you just have to set your ego aside and remember that the love you have for that other person is more important than winning a fight :)

- marshall & lily, how i met your mother e6s5

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

this is a rant. i don't expect many to understand

i hate it when people give me 'the' look when they asked if amni is fully breastfed or not, and i say no

you think it's by choice that i want to give her formula?
you think i'm lazy to pump and work hard to produce milk for my baby?
you think of all that and cynically asked me why..

did you know getting pregnant with my condition is actually a risk? i can never be a white sticker mummy.

Alhamdulillah, i survived a year of getting-being-and post-pregnant. I had to plan this baby carefully, I had to see various specialist (with contradicting management according to what they feel important) every week to make sure i don't risk myself or my baby, I had to bear all the extra pain and eat all those extra pills throughout.

Amni is a blessing. A huge blessing from Allah.

If my giving birth through cesarean section and feeding formula milk to my baby make me less of a mother? if you think so, i think it actually makes you less of a human yourself. Boo ya!

K bye~